THE CALL

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

ps: this song is for my friend

A SONG I WROTE

unfortunately I think its not finish yet so stay tune sorry !!!

FOR GALS.....SORRY FOR THE TRUTH .....

I'm not trying to say anything bad but we guys have a heart .....

I'm so confused at you gals .... keep on saying we are useless and you gals don't need us ..... if u gals really don't need us why don't u all just wipe us out of this planet ?? won't it be better ??.....

I'm saying this is because i keep on hearing that from your side alot .... for those who don't say that i pray that God will bless you for those who does say that i pray that God will try to convince you gals ....

warning : i really cant take it anymore ..... i don't want to hear that men are useless and hopeless or ...... just to let you gals know that if your my friend , sister and family then don't say that in front of me .... if you gals did say that ermmm sorry plss i don't want to have anything with people who thinks like that .... it wounds me and I'm scared of getting angry at people too ..... sorry .....

NEW >>>>>LAVIEN

Yup I don't know for sure but I just feel new and alive suddenly ..... maybe because of my willingness to ask desperately ..... to become better ..... to become stronger ..... I hope that its true and just a little advice don't get worry a lot about problems and feelings cause there something better in you which is more powerful then that ..... I got to remind my self that ..... thanks Audrey.....

I MIZZ U

Sitting on the chairs reading books ..... my imaginations runs wild ..... to the future and past .....

looking through the walls I saw my father's room , not the room now , but the room before .....

memories consume like opening the truth 1 by 1 .... I noticed later on what he had done as a father who is similar to The Father In Heaven ..... he provided for me and my brother's and their wife's not to mention the kids..... but none was repaid its so easy too see the black dot in a big piece of paper by just missing the whole cleaness of the paper

more as I start to think I saw the real father he was not the wan he didn't wanted to be .... he tried to be a father who provided for his children but even I didn't see that till now .... I saw him providing for all of us .... fruits , food , cool , accessories ... non can be here now .... he liked durians so much and knowing that his children likes them too he buys it for them .... and everyday he tells me this is good to eat this is good to eat... and when he leaves he will say when your brothers come give them the good wans ..... he cared and he wanted the best for them ....

then I saw my brothers who are different in their strugless in life .... then.....it went to far to the past ....... the times where all lived in 1 house ... after 10.00pm the volume of the TV must be 15 so he could sleep .... brother coming back from work buying chocolates ....eating char hor fun every night.... going out together ....buying cloths....watching movies....eating at MCD....eating 1 whole pizza each(now i cant even go more then 4)..... throwing pizza pans at the cashier .... camping in the beach but later on camped at home .... not even 1 memories in me are bad wans....seeing snakes at botanical garderns .... climbing rambutan trees so we could eat them(spending like 3 hours taking fruits(steelling) . bring back and giving to the family to eat )..... promising fake promises so we could buy a car ..... seeing father getting angry because of disobedience ..... i mizz it all , i mizz the past , i mizz u ... daddy , family , ...... maybe is time for me to just move along and not to hope for the past ..... but i'm different .... i will wait for the past to come to future is either in my life or my kids !!!!!!!!!! yea man !!!!!!!!!

This might hurt, it's not safe
But I know that I've gotta make a change
I don't care if I break,
At least I'll be feeling something
'Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of life

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

No regrets, not this time
I'm gonna let my heart defeat my mind
Let Your love make me whole
I think I'm finally feeling something
'Cause just okay is not enough
Help me fight through the nothingness of this life

'Cause I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

take me all the way (take me all the way)
take me all the way ('cause I don't wanna go through the motions)
take me all the way (I know I'm finally feeling something real)
take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

I don't wanna go through the motions
I don't wanna go one more day
without Your all consuming passion inside of me
I don't wanna spend my whole life asking,
"What if I had given everything,
instead of going through the motions?"

take me all the way (take me all the way)
take me all the way (I don't wanna go, I don't wanna go)
take me all the way (through the motions)
take me all the way

I don't wanna go through the motions

wow....

WORLD'S MOST BEST SENTENCE A STUDENT CAN GIVE FOR

EXAM !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
KILLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SLOW DANCE ...

SLOW DANCE

Have you ever
watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to
the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a
butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading
night?

You better slow down.

Don't dance so
fast

Time is short.

The music won't
last



Do you run through each day

On the
fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear the
reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your
bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through
your head?

You'd better slow down

Don't dance so
fast

Time is short.

The music won't
last



Ever told your child,

We'll do it
tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,

Let a good
friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance
so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't
last



When you run so fast to get somewhere

You
miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry and hurry
through your day,

It is like an unopened gift...

Thrown away.

Life is not a
race

Do take it slower

Hear the
music

Before the song is over

NICE !!!